Friday, May 30, 2003

last night the tivo recorded a show on G4 that had about a minute or two of dance dance revolution on it. since we're so embarrassed to actually play the game in public (because we suck) tony and i were in the living room dancing along. the ultimate form of non-commitment - dancing to a recording of the game in action. sheesh.


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Wednesday, May 28, 2003

i'm working on something that i really can't talk about in fear of jinxing it. it's really big and may change my life as i know it now. sorry to be so cryptic but if you could, throw some positive energy towards me in hope that everything will happen, if it's meant to be. i can talk about it in july so i won't leave you hanging that long. back to work.


5/28/2003 09:29:00 PM | link me
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i am a little crazy right now. i can't wait to go to hawaii.


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Tuesday, May 27, 2003

still trying to catch up from the past weekend. i'm waiting for a doctor at work in marin, so i figured i'd get a quick post in.

mezzanine was a lot of fun. the music was really good though thunderpuss didn't play any old faves but i guess that's to be expected. we hung out with gill and brian and made our way with the muscle/bear crowd that was there. it turns out my chiropractor is friends with the whole lot of them, which was really cool. it was also fun seeing him outside of the clinical context. reminder: don't wear underwear to my next session.

we stayed out until three a.m. and spent the rest of the weekend resting and hanging out. we went to ikea on monday and bought a new tv stand for the living room. it really looks great in there and finally sorts out all of the cords and stuff that is usually a tangled mess in the corner.

my sister and her girlfriend broke up about two weeks ago so she has been spending a lot of time with me. she's been staying at our house also, which i really like. breakups are rough and she's trying to make it through. i'm just trying to be there for her as much as i can because i'm really her only family right now.


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Friday, May 23, 2003

there seems to be something wrong with my hit counter. according to my webhost i have had almost one million hits yet the counter only shows one hundred thousand. one million hits? holy shit!

i bring this up because my website is about to hit three years old. i have noticed that other bloggers are also approaching (or have overcame) this mark. i didn't realize that i started blogging around the same time as some of the big boys had. who knew? i owe it all to jessie. we met in college and he had just started a blog. he piqued my interest and helped me get my blog online. the rest is history. thanks to all of you readers who keep coming back. for me this has been a great way to keep up with writing (almost) everyday, which is an important thing to do if you want to make it as a writer.

i also hope that maybe some of you got something out of the things i talk about. i never really went into this as trying to be a teacher or an example, but i'm sure some of the shit i go through someone else is going through and for me it's nice to know that i'm not alone.


5/23/2003 02:15:00 PM | link me
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i knew it!


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Thursday, May 22, 2003

yoshi got into her first bit of trouble yesterday. she clawed our new couch. fortunately, she didn't claw completely through, so it's like pilling on a sweater which we can just shave off. we immediately went out and bought a scratching post/perch and some catnip spray. she loves the perch and sits there all the time now. but i think i may have went overboard with the catnip spray. i was petting her and she was making this weird moaning sound, which i took as her really liking the petting i was giving her. then she went nuts! she bit me and turned and hissed at me and arched her back! then she walked away and laid back down on the couch. i had a restless night because i kept thinking that she was going to attack me while i was asleep.


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Wednesday, May 21, 2003


photo by santiago

last night at lalo's was off the hook, gurl! they have this all-you-can-eat tacos for $5.99 special. tony and i decided to go, but then thought we'd send a casual email to our friends to see if they wanted to go. fifteen people showed up! one thing to be careful of: they charge $30.00 for a pitcher of margaritas. so it turned out to not be such a bargain. but we did have a lot of fun. we gathered some troops for a memorial weekend blow out. first andy and alfie gave us free passes to mezzanine for saturday where thunderpuss is spinning. then we're all going to fresh on sunday. it's been a long, long time since tony and i have gone out dancing so i'm really excited and looking forward to it.


5/21/2003 09:48:00 AM | link me
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american idol 2:

i think clay is going to win.


5/21/2003 09:24:00 AM | link me
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Tuesday, May 20, 2003

after much hemming and hawing and multiple changes to the schedule, tony and i are finally going to hawaii in late june. though it has the potential to be a money strain we are both in dire need of a vacation. i am really excited to go. hello, hollywood diet.


5/20/2003 12:27:00 PM | link me
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thanks to april, this is now my favorite cover song


5/20/2003 11:13:00 AM | link me
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i got this from fark:

here in california, you can call the dmv on people (if you have their license plate numbers) and they will get called in to the dmv for review. guess who's going to call in a lot of red light runners on dolores and 18th?


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Monday, May 19, 2003

yes, pat is living on a farm, milking cows. here's the proof:


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Saturday, May 17, 2003

and since we're on the subject - i present the christian hanky code.


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Friday, May 16, 2003

"so mom and dad are adopting a new kid," my sister tells me on the phone as i try to find a seat on the crowded muni bus.
"jesus christ, you are not serious." i reply, plopping down next to an older white woman.
"kenny told me that they are taking care of some third cousin who's parents died. she's twelve and she is really family..."
"what?"
"...and now they are going forward to actually adopt her."

i'm waiting in the cafeteria. waiting for the bagel lady to finish toasting and buttering my bagels. what i don't get is that i asked for them to be toasted. that means brown. instead i see that she put them through the caterpillar toaster once. they are just slightly warm.

"they bring her to church." she says. i can feel my anger rising.
"they are just going to fuck her up like they fucked us up." i say. the lady beside me uncomfortably shifts in her seat. maybe i said that too loud.
"i know," she says, "you know that mom has already started her shit"

i'm sorry, but we don't watch that show in this house.
excuse me? we don't listen to that type of music in this house.
well your father and i will have to pray about it before we say you can go.
i don't care what your friends think. i am spiritually responsible for you.

"you sound different. are you okay?"
"yeah." i say, "it's just really weird."
"it's like they are finally replacing us."
"i just feel really bad for the kid. this poor girl is going to go through all of the stuff we had to deal with." now i feel like crying. i'm so angry and shocked.
"well, keep calling me. we should talk about this more." my sister hangs up.

i take my bagels and coffee and start to head for the office. this guy and girl are staring at me. i nod in their direction, just to be friendly. she tells him, "go on..." his smile widens. he mouths, "i read your website."


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Thursday, May 15, 2003

i got tickets to see the matrix:reloaded on friday at the coronet. gill, brian, tony, john and mark are going to the 7:30 show, so if you happen to get tickets, look for us.


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Wednesday, May 14, 2003

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Low
Level 2 (Lustful)Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Moderate
Level 7 (Violent)Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)High

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test


5/14/2003 11:02:00 AM | link me
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announced at e3: playstation portable (PSP)


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Tuesday, May 13, 2003

this website is not going to become a cat site. believe me. but i do have to mention that yoshi is really comfortable in her new home and is so friendly. she doesn't play much though we've tried. she's still sneezing, so maybe it's because of her cold that she doesn't feel like playing. she slept with us again last night. she's been talking a lot this morning. i think her appetite is back too, because she ate all of her food last night. here's some more pictures. but this is it.


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Monday, May 12, 2003

yoshi is so adorable! last night she slept with us and when we woke up this morning, she had used the kitty litter box and ate some food. i think she may have a cold because she's been sneezing. we have to make an appointment with the vet this week anyway because that is part of the deal with the spca. here are the pictures of the new kitty!


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Sunday, May 11, 2003

on saturday, john mark tony and i went to spca to look at kitties. john and mark wound up getting one and tony and i wanted to get this beautiful silver/blue siamese mix. we didn't have our lease with us (stating that we could have a cat) so we figured we'd go back today and pick her up. we went back and she was gone! i was really heartbroken because all i could think about was getting her. we figured we'd take another round about the kennel and they had just gotten another siamese mix in that had darker colors. i could tell that tony really liked her. he has beautiful blue eyes but what really hooked me was that she's slightly cross-eyed. so now we have a cat! she's about two years old and her name is yoshi. pictures to soon follow if she ever decides to come out from behind the couch.


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Friday, May 09, 2003

been really busy at work. no time to blog. will be back soon.


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Wednesday, May 07, 2003

tony and i have been thinking about having a kid. maybe we should think again...


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Tuesday, May 06, 2003

last night we met the boys (gill, santiago, stafford, eddie, carlton, siris, brian, and some others) at lalo's for cinco de mayo. lots of fun and marguritas were had by all. fortunately i feel totally fine today. i think they watered down the drinks.


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Monday, May 05, 2003

was jesus gay? (thanks to queerfilter)


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Friday, May 02, 2003

from the strangers with candy website: The official release date for the Season One DVD will be June 17, 2003. The double disc set of 10 episodes will also include the original unaired pilot, 15 minutes of outtakes, deleted scenes, and tributes. There's commentary by Paul Dinello, Amy Sedaris, and Stephen Colbert on four of the episodes!


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i like browsing blogdex because you can get a gist of what people are talking about on the web. it's really depressing. there is so much injustice going on in america right now and no one knows it's happening. a quick list:

1. the president made may day "USA Loyalty day"
2. you can be held for hours and threatened months in jail under the patriot act.
3. boycotting hollywood can get your website taken down.
(edit: the boycott site was actually a site that allowed you to write hateful emails to celebrities that OPPOSED the war and/or Bush. so i guess it's good it got taken down.)
4. people still read those horrible chick publication comic books.
here are some that i remember reading as a child - which allowed me to read gay porn in church.


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Thursday, May 01, 2003

this is hilarious! a kid who taped himself doing lightsaber moves is one thing. someone re-editing it with effects is brilliant!


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i won a contest! a long time ago, tony and i were in the airport and bought a 4 pack of sticky buns from cinnabon. if i paid with the amex card i got entered in a contest. i got the letter yesterday and i have a choice of the easy bake oven or the queasy bake oven. which should i pick?


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last night i went to see annie lennox at the orpheum theater. the show was fantastic. nathan and i had great seats (about 12 rows from the stage). she opened with "money can't buy it" and sang a lot of stuff from diva and medusa. then she did a bunch of eurythmics songs like "you placed a chill..", "sweet dreams", "here comes the rain again" which were a little expected. then she did "would i lie to you?" which tore the roof off. "sister's are doin' it for themselves" "who's that girl?" the list just goes on. she also sang three songs for the new album bare. "pavement cracks" is so beautiful. actually all the new stuff was great. after the show we ran into chris romano, who we haven't seen in like, forever. it was a great night and now i'm all in a annie mood.


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